Ecliptic Orrery

I swear I’m so sick of being interrupted to be asked questions that have nothing to do with me. I’m in the foyer and if this keeps up I think I really will snap.

This has not been easy guys.

So I ORIGINALLY was going to post a more mod-specific blog post about my recent happenstance but nah. Nah.

TOO LATE NOW BITCH

I’m really sorry guys. Shit’s been hard. I will bullet point this because I cannot understate, but I am apt to over-explain.

Bitch lets get up to date:

• I have been depressed as all shit.
  • I’m in the 2nd stay-in-place homeless shelter, and it’s not the worst but I cannot call it “Good” either.
  • The staff here is selfish in places, I’m grateful, but at some points I can realistically call it tyranny.
  • It dumb ya’ll I hate it but I know it could be worse.
  • Common sense is a commodity even among staff here sometimes. Fuck.
• Modding has been really not fulfilling right now.
  • I tense my shoulders at any mod comment I see in nexus notifs right now. I really, really don’t expect it to be a good one every time I read through.
  • Stuff is dumb, ya’ll.
  • I really am unmotivated.
  • I have a fuck ton of minor updates I wish I could push, but I hate the whining that comes along, so I refuse to.
  • Let me know if you’re interested because I may open a WIP box dump.
• I’m looking up places to rent. I’m scared out of my mind:
  • I’ve never owned anything major in my life. Land/Rent/Car, etc.
  • I have 0 help. And Google can only do so much.
  • I have money stashed from unemployment, but what if I can’t get more or even get rehired like I was told I could?
  • I should be able to still work if I get disability, but that doesn’t mean much, especially if I can’t get that.
  • I am terrified of living alone because I’ve never done it. I want to but fuck if it’s not a nightmare of anxiety.

Anyway, Possibilities

I want ya’ll to have a short rundown of the stuff in WIP status, in case you’re interested in a WIP Dumpbox in MEGA.

• High Poly Heads
  • Vanilla Override files, USSEP, CRF + others, with optional pre-made FaceGen for download too.
  • Natural People update.
  • Face Morph Overhual with myself and Xara.
• Starsight Eyes
  • Vanilla override
  • The swap script I’ve not gotten to work. ORZ
  • NPC patches.
  • Starsight + High Poly Heads
• Clocks of Skyrim – and – Winter is Coming – Texture Set Editions.
  • It’s such a good idea but uuugh I hate hate hate it. It’s so damn boring.
• Demon Hunter Armor Plus updates.
  • Better CBBE implementation.
  • SMMB support added.
  • Better Boot and Glove meshes.
  • Typo fixes.
  • Texture fixes (mainly the boot heel color issue).
• Leatherbound Huntress.
  • Better CBBE Bodyslide support.
  • SMMB support.
  • Overall Better mesh rigging.
• Guild Wars 2 Armory.
  • Texture sets.
  • Working CBBE.
  • Getting the Set 1 Aurora set’s shoes to STOP CRASHING. (I likely need to re-import them from scratch).
• Natural People.
  • Helgen Started.
  • Riverwood Finished.
  • Polish Existing character updates.
  • No more SGHairs.
  • HD Facegen, 2k face texture. options.
  • More time with other NPCS in RaceMenu.
• Colorful Bound Weapons.
  • Dagger Support.
  • Get a statement so people stop asking for bound armory “patches”
  • New colors mapped out.
• Deadric Glow Sets.
  • New CBBE update.
  • Non-sexual update Male->Female mesh.
  • Tweak Color settings.
  • All-in-one Crossbow integration. (Blog exclusive)
• Remix Skin.
  • Male set.
  • Stop crying over this it hurts my eyes I just want it DONE.

…And honestly Those are the main projects ATM

Thanks for bearing with me.

I’ll try to update soon, both on Nexus and here if ya’ll like the WIP Dump box idea.

Let me know.

Mod Shots

July

August

~Cyb